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my dad asked me something last night

dad: what do you call a person who studies plants?

me: i dont know.why dont you just google it?

really.for some general knowledge google is pretty useful.

i found out with google. the answer is botany.

but i would say google is not useful for every piece of information you need to find.

anyways i abandoned my blog. and there is no particular reason. perhaps it's because i am enjoying my holidays thoroughly by sleeping and eating. =)

of father's day

today is father's day.

and i am home alone.

haha.

i did not want to follow my parents to ipoh.

anyways i have some posters to finish.to present to the committee.sigh commitment more like it.hahahahaha!

i think my dad should be...should be...getting sick of doing the dad thing.

buying me food.cooking.driving.haha!

seriously.i am sooo dependant on my dad.

last time he was my alarm clock.haha!

you know the one thing i am very independant in.my studies.and possibly finances.(that is just most of the time)

like i remembered no matter how old i was.

every time i asked my parents a question related to my studies.they would say ask my sister.

and my sister would just say she forgot.or go think by yourself.

this is why there are tuition teachers.=D

ANYWAYS,

ugh keep on side tracking.

i really love my dad la!

he is the ultimate person that i know to show what it really means by sacrificial love.

he always puts others first.as in his family first.i have seen so many times he just put asides his work to do something important for my mom.

he started cooking when i was young because my mom had to work fixed hours and when she came back she would be very exhausted.so he took up cooking to help my mom.like how sweet is that!

he would fetch me amidst all the jam.

he would wait for me.the most he has waited.an hour.by himself.in the car.

aiyoh my dad is my hero la!=D

take pictures for fun.it was in a catholic church in negeri sembilan =)

nicest picture i took of my parents.so far.tehe.

there was this once.they went on a short trip outstation.just for 2 days i think.

they bought and prepared food for me.this amount.haha!

aww.tehe =D

seriously.food can make me really happy.

of everything under the sun

my holidays have since started a month ago.roughly a month plus.

and i really had a lot of things to blog about.

i still have not gotten a job.

i only earn money from teaching one student tuition.

i wish i had more students.

i pray that God will provide me with more students.

if i was given a choice i would love to just earn money during the holidays by teaching a lot of people tuition.haha!

im not sure whether God likes the idea of that or He has better plans for me for the holidays.

my parents have not bug me about getting a job.

so you must be wondering.(if you dont talk to me often).seriously, what is annora doing during the holidays?

hahaha!

hmm i am talking to myself.

i watch football.i draw silly ideas.i colour silly ideas.i plan fun photoshoots.i read about film history.haha!i hang out in college (while waiting for other people to come *ahem!) i seriously indulge in drawing.(because i am trying to be able to draw better) boy am i glad i am not taking an art major.coz i really am bad at it.going at my own pace is pretty swell.

and i seriously need more cash =(

i just wish.all the expensive camera stuff would just drop on my lap.come to my loving hands.hahaha!

ya right.booooo....

oops suppose to blog about daddy.

the next post la.hahaha!

btw to my handsome muscular friend happy 21st birthday.=D

of bible verses and sleep

these days panic attacks become all too common.

though most of them are the pre-panic attacks, because before it turns into one i tell myself to calm down or i scream internally or i merely twit about my exam anxiety.

one of the reasons why sleep takes a long time because i unconsciously think of the things i have not done and calculate the time i have left before the exam day.6 papers in a span of a week is not very preferable, you know.

and the knowledge of my current situation does not exactly help.i have not even finished reading and understanding.what more revising.and speed writing.because really sometimes 3 hours is really not enough to write everything in your head.and of course your hand also has to get used to the excessive writing. =)

and what more frustrating is that i tend to think ok i have done enough to get a decent grade but no, trials prove it otherwise, telling you that well, you still do not understand the subject enough to do well.

but reading the Word of God always helps.and one particular verse did.just to help me sleep better.it's strange how many times God uses the word sleep or lie down often in the Bible.like in Psalm 23 where one part says lie down in green pastures.one thing that came to my mind was that sleep connects with trusting God that no matter what He will be there right beside us. i know that sometimes good grades would not come ( well that is because I actually deserve it, for my utter laziness). but one thing soo comforting is that He promised to be by our side forever. =)

okay.the verse.it's Prov 3: 24

"You can go to bed without fear;

you can lie down and sleep soundly."

of course if you read the entire chapter, it's actually about having discernment then you will have these things la.

but the verse really spoke to me in another sense.

it's beautiful.

that i can go to bed without fear,without worries.i can sleep soundly.say no to insomnia!

hehe.yeah.

these days.i learn to trust God even more.through my weaknesses.and the verse really helps me to sleep with a smile on my face =).

of funny pictures

you know you have kissy friends when you come across pictures like these.

yes rumman.i know im too cute for you =)

and i didnt even know he posed like tht.serious!and jingle didnt say anything.and just took the picture.hmm.heh.

yes graeme likes to make kissy faces too.he is available.haha.

every time i come across pictures like these.all i can do is make a face like this

or this

heh.=)

my hair is soo long now!oh am gee!

so hungry.mommy's birthday today.so i am going to chomp all my teeth off.haha.please don't take it literally.and they went to sushi zenmai for lunch without me!sigh oh welll =)